Laeticia Hallyday suffers, as we all know, a certain lack of confidence among the fans of her former husband, Johnny Hallyday. She wanted to get to know on Instagram to those who argue that it is grateful to them for their loyalty. “I thank you from the bottom of the heart”: thus begins the long message, the feelings overflowing, as it was posted on Sunday, while she is on a trip to Vietnam with his two daughters, Jade and Joy.

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“I did not sink thanks to the love of my daughters and my family, and thanks to yours”, says Laeticia Hallyday at his fans. It has no words strong enough to say the difficulty to overcome the pain of having lost. “A departure that is impossible to accept in a world that kept spinning while mine just fell apart”, she explains. “Is it possible to make a day of bereavement?”, asks, with calm, Laeticia Hallyday.

She wants to believe it. “Today, I approach this new year with much peace and serenity, she wrote. And with the certainty that, even if we can’t fill the void, we learn little by little to tame it.” This message resolutions accompanies a photo of the mother and her two daughters, under the porch of the church Sacred-Heart of Tan Dinh Saigon, a large pink building built in the late Nineteenth century.

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#2018 is now behind us and I thank you from the bottom of my heart who have assisted me during these long months where it was necessary to live each day for the first time without him that was what I had most expensive in the world, where it was necessary to live this feeling of injustice linked to a departure that is impossible to accept in a world that kept spinning while mine fell apart, but I did not sink thanks to the love of my daughters and my close ones, and thanks to yours, thanks to your friendship that has never failed, thanks to your testimony, which I have always nourished. #2019 is therefore with this question that lives in me… is it possible to make a day mourning the loss of one who was my double, my reason for living, my battle and a promise for tomorrow that I imagined still so many? I can hardly believe my man I still miss every moment but today I approach this new year with much peace and serenity and with the certainty that even if you can’t fill in the blank, one learns little by little to tame it. I know where I’m going now, I know why I am standing. I know that the wonderful moments lived with my man these past 23 years, nobody can steal them, and that I will always cherish, but I also know that I will learn to love the next 25, this different life that I will build for my daughters in memory of and respect for what their father has shown me, what he taught me. In this different life where there should be a place of forgiveness to find peace, I want to be at the height of our life together, I want to be a mom worthy, and to protect my loves as he was protecting himself, I want to be a woman as courageous as he was, even in his last moments. He will be so proud. The bottom of my heart, I testify to you still my love and my gratitude for your kindness, and wish you the best for this new year, I wish us the best because in this different life your place with us is great and so essential for my daughters and for me.

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“There should be a place of forgiveness”, she said, perhaps inspired by the proximity of the catholic edifice. After invective in the media interposed with the first two children of her husband, David Hallyday and Laura Smet, months of court battles, Laeticia seems to want to draw a line on this period torn. And focus on his family: “I will learn to love this different life that I will build for my daughters”, says she.

“I want to be a mom worthy, and to protect my loves like [Johnny] we was protecting himself, I want to be a woman as courageous as he was, even in his last moments”

Laeticia Hallyday

“I want to be a mom worthy, and to protect my loves like [Johnny] we was protecting himself, I want to be a woman as courageous as he was, even in his last moments,” continues the one which was adopted with the rocker Jade and Joy, respectively 14 and 10 years, in Vietnam. Johnny Hallyday, his “human”, its “double”, “battle”, his “reason to live”, is omnipresent in this message.

On his account Instagram, the eldest has published, Sunday, January 6, also, a thank you message to his mother, and Hélène Darroze. The two women, closely related, have two adopted girls from vietnam and created an association, The lucky star, destined to finance orphanages or welfare centres for the disabled in Vietnam. Jade and Joy pose in front of one of the institutions assisted. Jade, it not more, does not forget his father’s in this word, to the effect that he “misses a lot”.

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For my sister @joyhallydayofficiel and I this return to our origins where everything began is an essential step in our lives but also in the mourning. The arrival on these amazing lands overwhelmed emotions. all these moments will remain engraved in our hearts forever. I am so proud of my mom @lhallyday and @helenedarroze for their admirable work for orphaned and excluded children in society to offer them education and dignity in their lives. you are a daily inspiration. I love you to the moon and back! #besttripever #loveisallweneed Dad I miss you so much #orphelinatBaVi

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we Met in 1995 in Miami, Johnny and Laeticia start dating when the young woman was only 20 years old. Him 42. Think then, to-love-of-way for the rocker. As soon as the following year, she was the wife yet. And in 23 years, it has established itself as a wife very present in the life and career of the singer.